I happened to watch this episode of Devil's Advocate on YouTube. Karan Thappar asked SRK this very very interesting question. And I'll ask you.

What would you like more-Being popular and well-liked or being respected and admired?

Been a while.

Sept 3rd 2007. Been 6 months. Im surprised this account is still active :)
Thank you Raga.
A lot hath happened since then.
For starters, Im in Manipal now, after a lotta nonsense! Finally. (Yay!)
I've sorta figured out my priorities :)
I go to chennai every 3 weeks. And i've had the best weekends of my life!
I went to bangalore for abhi's ayush homam :D
Oh hell, i miss those two.
And oh yeah, i finally did my laundry today.
Everything is jus perfect.

Well, college has begun in full swing.
With a 96% attendance rule, besides loadsa other rules, that is.
Got this nice group of friends, but dont know if i really fit in.
The subjects pretty much suck, but that, i expected.
Im so confused.
Sniff..

Today

Went and suttified in the Anna campus today.
It is pretty nice, i guess.
But only God knows how im gonna get through the next 4 years.
So much for Manipal dreams.
Gotta be back in hostel at 9 apparently.
Which is um.. kinda bad.
But should do.
Oh well, the campus is fine, i'll get to bunk.
So it shouldnt be such a big deal.
Plus i got Appy.
And hopefully Vaishali too.
Poor Artho baby (Love you, doll!)
And a lotta very cool ppl in the city.
The best of both worlds, some say.
Maybe i should just take their word for it.
I jus hope that bill about 45% attendence is actually passed.
That would be FAB!
Ill even vote for the DMK next year!
Yes, i can vote next year. Hmph.

Update

News over the past how-many-ever months..

• I dint exactly make 85, I got only 74%.
• The conspiracy against me succeeded. The journalism chapter has been closed successfully, and i havent so much as visited Manipal.
• I hate engineering.
• I may join Anna or SVCE. Through these wierd quotas.
• Points 1-4 are very pissing off.
• Wat course, you may ask? Industrial or mech. They seem to be the best of the worst.
• College confusions suck.
• Ray of hope-NDTV Airtel Scholar hunt-->Through two levels-->Two more to go=>VERY UNLIKELY.
• Going to delhi on july 5th to attend the interview.
• Did i mention college confusions suck?
• More so, when kid and parent dont agree on anything. Null set.
• SOS.
• SOS.
• SOS.

Someday long ago, random rhymin rantings-
I thought i had it all,
You seemed so perfect.
And so did we..
But i guess i was wrong..
The castles in the air were far too tall.
Tonight, here i am,
Doing things i never so much as dreamt of..
Singing this sad, lonely song.
I feel bitter, i feel sore,
But its jus remorse.
Im sorry if i hurt you,
I swear to god, i did not mean to.
But you know wat?
You've taught me a lot..
For all of that, and for everthing else,
The least i owe you..
Is this verse to say..... Thank you.

Back.

Been ages.
Over the past 3 months,

• Christmas came and went.
• Went with a friend to church. Din get to go to the orphanage.
• New year was awesome! The best ever, without any doubt.
• January was jus plain boring.
• But then, so was February.
• And then came the boards.
• They came and went.
• I did decent.
• Should make 85.
• College confusions on at the moment.
• But then again, im jus out chilling.
• But its kinda hard.
• I dont want to leave school.
• Feeling all nostalgic.

Dunno, jus too many emotions. Way too confusing.

Lesson learnt-Nothing is permanant but change. Learn to freakin live with it, cos theres not much you can do abt it.